did i stop meeting others’ expectations when I became content with myself and who I am and focusing on my own happiness, not reliant of outside factors? what the hell is going on. i wish people would tell me truthful things. I wish people were nicer.

why the hell would you tell someone something they really wanted to hear and then go and crush it? and yell at them for it? i feel like I’m going to implode. 

does anyone know where I can get some adderall? I just need one.